Monday, November 16, 2009

The Winds of Change

The winds of change have been more like hurricane gail forces these last few weeks. My surroundings look the same but nothing seems familiar. Some of this change is good, some of it painful. I am usually a proponent of change and thrive on the newness of things, but this time I am paralyzed. Tears fill my eyes constantly and I fight to keep them back.
My dearest of friends both near and far are with me constantly. Keeping you close in my mind and heart helps to keep me a little focused.
Everything will quiet soon and settle down and it will all be for the best. I pray on that being true. Strength comes from continuing to find out who you are and what you are made of. Happiness and contentment are waiting. I will be looking out for it.

9 comments:

CINNIBONBON said...

Oh sweet friend--
You are in my thoughts always!! I can completely understand about the changes. I feel I'm in the same boat. I'd like to think my age is what got the winds blowing_haha.
But seriously-- please know that we are here for you and that we wish for nothing but the best for you. Hang in there baby--things, of course will change. Call me sometime.

Sugar Bear said...

I hope you are okay. I felt like you a few weeks ago and finally "came out of it" so to speak last week. Sometimes life throws too much at us at once but we can always wade back to the top.
Hugs,
Karla

Angela said...

Hey girl,
I don't know what's going on but I know that GOD does and I will be lifting you up to Him! I think we must be on the same boat ride so call me and you can bare your soul and I'll bare mine and we can bawl together! Love you Tammy, hope to see you and your mom on Friday.
angela

Tam said...

You hava no idea how this post affected me. Many reasons. Much going on here in my life and I hope I arrive at the other end wiser. Thinking OF YOU!

The Feathered Nest said...

Oh sweet girl, I wish I could give you a big hug!!!! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers Tammy and always know how much you are loved...xxoo, Dawn

SharDon Exclusives said...

I don't know you very well but I know someone who does and HE cares about you and the pain you are feeling. The Lord will walk with you through this.
I will promise to keep you in my prayers each day.
Blessings to you.
Sharon

MommaRu said...

Sweetheart, please talk to me. Let me share what is hurting in your heart. Love you so much. Mom
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Julie said...

Dear Sweet Tammy, you are so brave to open your heart to us and ask for encouragement... you will get through this... because you are wise, tender, strong, and loved by more that you know... xo Julie

chicroses said...

Hi Tammy, I am not good at this and I dont know what is going on with your life that you feel this way but I sure hope it gets better. I felt you pain so much. I was told once after loosing my mom and dad a month apart that the Lord doesnt give us anything more than we can handle. Not sure if I said that right. But anyway I kept thinking after they died at least I had them as a child. But I surely hope things get better for you. Such a blessing you have your mom and dad next to you. Hugs Sally